Enjoy Motherhood

    Motherhood is not is not easy nobody said that motherhood would be easy. Being a mom is no easy job, yes being a mom is a job it often gets taken for granted and looked at like its not a job. Expecially being a stay at home mom gets often looked like its not a job its not that hard. Well I am here to tell you yes it a very hard Job being a stay home mom you have balance and multi task all day. You have to clean the house including washing the dishes, putting away the dishes. Fix your kids breakfast then clean up after breakfast wash the dishes again. Oh lets not forget the mid morning snacks, prepare lunch cleank up the lunch and snacks mess. Oh I got to wash some luandry and getting something ready for dinner that day. I am gonna share with you what I happen to find and came across. 

    Motivate yourself and enjoy motherhood.                                                                                     

1)Take a shower and (Get Ready) change your mindset while getting ready. There is nothing more motivating then to get ready for the day than to feel squeeky clean. Put on some real clothes not those mommy sweatpants or clothes but real clothes and while you are at go ahead and put litle bit of makeup on to help you feel ready for the day.

2)Get Out leave the house or go somewhere different. Get outside for some fresh air or surround yourself around others if you're extrovert and require social interaction. The simple act of leaving the house or your typical environment can be a toatl game changer for your mood. Take your kids to the park if the weather permitts or plan inside activity for your kids at your local musem go to mommy and me play group or plan one one playdate in your area take your kids to your local libary. Check out books and movies.

3)Practice Mindfulness, Take the time to look inward and listen to God. Mindfulnes is a way of learning to pay attention to whatever is happening in your life, It gives you a greater sense of connection to your life inwardly and outwardly . It caltivates clarity, insight and understanding. I myself need to pratice more mindfulness in my everyday life. 

4)Get and stay organized implement systems that work for you.Get yourself a planner you will love and enjoy using everyday. I highly recommend finding a Tulia XII consultant and order yourself a plnaner cover of your choices and choose the inserts for your planner thats suit you and your family needs. Thiis can go with being mindful and setting intentions. Getting organized and keeping systems in place can bring down your stress levels. To start find a daily schedule you can stick to.                     

Heartbroken Begining To Think and Believe That College May Not Be Possiable For Me!

         I am so scared I always wanted to go to college to get my degree I have been so stressed I been did really good in the begining. I got really goood grades but now I am struggling after hurricane sally hit and my soon to be sister in laws health problems. I have been struglling to keep up in my classes so I dedcided that taking one class per sub term so I could focus on one class at a time. I am still strugling to keep up the second week of school and I am not done with the first weeks assignments. I have to watch you tube videos just to understand what I am even doing in for my class assignments. I really am starting to believe and think myabe people were right about me that I can and I will never finsih college and get my degree because I am just not capbale of doing it God just didnt put in his plans for me. I keep praying and trying this time my best just is not good enough. I am heartbroken and very upset about this I just think the best and believe the best thing for me is that I just need to give up on college and just focus and put all my engery into my family and business with God in the center of it all he is most certainly put first. I know without him I would have never made it this far. 

        Its been a very hard decion to make for me to finally say its time for me to say okay college just isnt for me. God created me different he created me with a slow learning disabililty I have struggled with my whole life. I had to work really hard to get my GED I am so proud of that. I know that is time I stop trying to get my business degree and stop trying to go to college when all I am going to do is fail my classes I already been put on acadmic warning now I am on acadmic probation if I fail any of my class this term or semester I will lose my finicial aid. I have already wasted so much of my time and grant and loan money on college. So after this term of my classes I will be emailing my school to let them know and I will no longer be attending school. This is just another chapter ending in my story. 

        The only way I will not give on on going to college is if I can some how manage to get caught up in my current class so I can pass my class so I wont loose my fincial aid. That has to be a miracle perfomed by God himself. Then I will have to think about how I am going to pay back all my school student loans I recieved. I have no idea how I am gonna do that. Please do not judge me I am only sharing my story is because I feel this is the only safe place I can share and write about how I am feeling what I am going through. Please keep me in your prayers and pray for me.

God Is Calling Me To Tell My Story!

        I know God is calling me to tell my story, for my story to be my testimony for his glory. I would love to tell my whole story or testimony I am just not fully ready to tell my whole story or testimony just yet. I be slowly letting it all come out over the years in little moments I didnt realize that I was utill just the ohter day. I am far from perfect and my life is not perfect either. I  am finally beginging to be truly happy and enjoying my life. I am constatnly  growing and learning from all my mistakes each day.Here is just a little some of my story my testimoy. I have been working on building my own online boutique store with my multiple Networking Marketing Business I have to offer to my customers for a one stop shopping experiance with me as their personal stylist or shopping coach. I didnt quit trying to make direct sales, network marketing or mlm work for me even when my own my mom has told me directly that I need to get a real job. One of my sister even agreed and said our mom was right. I never gave up I know in my heart God made me for more and greater then just working at some company at a dead end job not going no where I cant be promoted up but so far and have to spend hours and hours upon hours away from my famliy and kids just to earn enough income to be able to prvode the life I want for myself and my famliy including my kids. At what cost? I will be missing my kids and watching them grow up. 

        Why can I not have the best of both worlds? I know in my heart and soul I was meant to own my own business and not work for someone elses business while they cash in all the money and bigt doe off the their little workers backs like the "The Queen Ant does she keeps having babies to be the worker ants" or How about the "Queen Bee she has so many worker bees at her beck and call that does all the work for her" I know God created me to be more then just to be a worker ant or worker bee! This is why I and I  love the the network marketing, direct sales or mlm industry because I can own my own independent business and be able to earn unlimited amount of income. I can build my dream of having and owning my own complete online boutique. I want the freedom and flexiability to create my own schedule and unlimited amount of income. I want to still be able to work my own schudule and earn an income all while being a stay at home mom to my beautiful kids. 

        I have signed up with mutliple diffreent mlm, direct sales or network marketing companys in the past. I always end up going inactive I didnt know how some people could be so successful while others struggled. Untill I started to learn I needed to first needed to find happiness within myself be true to myself just be me. I needed to stop trying to be someone else or someone I am not. I needed to learn that I had to believe in myself and really gave a passion for what I was doing. I had to work smart, hard, be self motivated and be determined like never before. I had to work on my personal development and develop to grow a stong mindset. How did work on my personal developement to grow my a strong mindset. First I had to work on my personsal self esteem, self worth, self confidence this meant I had to learn to stop nmegative talking to my self and start to postive talk to myself. God said in his word called the Bible "What ever a person thinks in her or his heart so what that person believes he or she is this is called stinky thinking." I had to change my negative thinking to positive thinking about myself deep down in my heart, mind, spirit and soul. I had to ask God to show me what he saw in me and why he loved me. I had to ask God help me with finding my true identy, my self worth, self esteem, and self confidence. I had to find my value, and worth in God and not people.

        I do not know what God has in store for me or what God has planned for me what I do know is that God is with me in everything I also know that God only wants what is the best for me. God is almighty, mercyful, caring, all loving, and all forgiving God. God wants to give me all the desries of all my heart. God wants to bless me I first must put God first in everything I do. Surrender to him give him my everything let him take control of my life. He will never let me down or let me go. Do not give up on your dreams give them to God your heavently father talk to him about your dreams your deepest hearts desires for he already knows them for he put them there in your heart to begin with. 

I Love My Pampered Chef Batter Mixer Dispenser

I just love my Batter Mixer Dispenser from Pampered Chef❗This genius idea and makes it easy to mix any kind of batter and dispense all from the same Gadget. I love using mine to mix and dispense pancake batter.

My only recommendation is don't use a better like the prepackaged muffin mix to make better due muffins that has anything in it like chocolate chips or berry pieces the dispenser at the bottom does not dispense out the berries or chocolate, chips the muffin mix does dispense out, there is other better shakers and mixer options.  I am sure my friend and Pampered Chef Consultant Nicole Orcult can help you out with all your questions and concerns❗

 Pampered Chef also has pancake molds to make different pancake shapes. This makes making and eating pancakes fun for the whole family.

Oh did I mention makes clean up easy.

Fun Heart Shaped Pancake

The heart shaped would be perfect for Valentines Day breakfast for your special someone❗

If your interested in any Pampered Chef Product or have questions Please Reach out to Nicole Orcult 

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Have Your Ever Felt less than Prefect?

    Have you ever felt less than perfect? Well I am here to tell you that no your not perfect! 
Who is prefect? Nobody's perfect the only man that walked the earth who was prefect was Jesus Christ! While you and  I may be less than perfect that does not mean that we are complete failures. Yes we are less than perfect we will continue to make mistakes everyday! We can rest in Jesus Christ an that his promise that he loves us and he lives in us if we accept him as our Lord and Savior. Jesus loved us so much that he took lashes, beatings and died on the cross for all of our sins so we may have eternal life with him and his father our God in heaven. 

    We are to strive to be like Jesus and we are to consistently and constantly ask him for forgiveness because we will never be perfect we will always make mistakes everyday. We must know Jesus loves us for he showed us how much he loved us by taking our punishment for us on the cross. Jesus was our ultimate sacrifice there is no greater love than that. Would you take another's place for them?  Would you go to jail for someone else for a crime they committed? I am sure the answer you would give me would be no I would not go to jail for someone else for a crime they committed! Jesus loves us unconditionally and God loves us unconditionally for God sent his only son to be born as a baby to grow up just to take our place on the cross.

    My life is so far from perfect therefore I am far from perfect how can God and Jesus love me and forgive me? while we are so far from prefect we have made mistakes in our lives we can rest the peace in knowing that God loves us forgives our mistakes through Jesus his son who died on the cross for our sins. All we have to do is ask Jesus to come in our hearts and lives by professing with our mouths asking Jesus for repentance and forgiveness for all we done wrong. We must ask for repentance continuously everyday so Jesus may live in us and begin to change and transform our lives to become more like Jesus. We also  continuously ask for forgiveness so we may draw closer to God. 

The Bible says there is one way to Heaven. Jesus said: "I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man comes unto the Father but by me." (John 14:6) This one way is to accept Jesus Christ as your Lord and savior and follow God's plans for our life which are laid out in the Bible.

Good works cannot save you. Faith in Jesus alone can save you.

"For by grace you are saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast." (Ephesians 2:8-9)

    

Prayer: Dear God, I am a sinner and need your forgiveness. I believe that Jesus Christ shed His precious blood and died for my sin. I am willing to change and turn from my sin. I now invite Jesus Christ to come into my heart and life as my personal Savior.

Sunday April 30, 2017

    Today I decided from now on I am going to start bloging again. Starting today moving forward I am going to start meditating. I am going start focusing on me setting aside time for myself for meditating and refusing myself on positive thoughts retaining my mindset, Soul, Spirit and my heart. I have to do this for myself not for anybody else.
       I have to as a woman and a mother set up time for myself to have time to mediate. So I can be a more positive person a woman a mother a child of God. So I can move forward to be a better me so I can be a better Mother, Daughter, Sister, Aunt and a better person all around. So I can find out who I am all over again within myself within become one with myself so I can be able to live myself again.
     Somewhere in my journey the paths i have taken I have lost myself. Everyday we make choices have decisions we have to make. I am not perfect I have made somw bad choices and decisions that lead me down the rough paths I had to take.

Feeling Anxious & Nervous

      I can not help but feel anxious and nervous today. I feeling nervous and worried about my familys current living situation. We are currently living in a hotel room till we can find our own house. We have car payments we have to make every month so far the car payment people are working with us and our payments are up to date. I just worry one day they wont work with us and we will lose our car. I worry everyday that one day I go in the hotel office and We are gonna be asked to leave. I worry everyday about our daughter who my mother has custody of currently. While she is in my mothers care I worry something happening to her theres nothing I can do about it or stop it.
          I worry about alot everyay survival basics we need just being able to keep a roof over my familys head. My boyfriend is the only one thats currently working I stay at home with our son. I am nervous about my FAFSA REVIEW So I can return back to school and finish my Business Administration Degree at Strayer University through Online Classes. I worry everyday about what if something happens to my boyfriend how will I be able to provide for my family because I am not currently working right now. My boyfriend is our sole provider.